Thank the heavenly lord God almighty and all of the lovely people in the English department I pestered this morning.


basically for those who missed my meltdown last night, my university screwed up and dropped my financial aid late so that it appeared to them that I didn’t pay everything by the deadline and so they dropped all my classes. And this is my last semester of college so these are basically my only options. Meaning some of my classes are only offered in one section and if i don’t take it I can’t graduate. When I tried to sign back up for them last night a couple of them were wait listed and one of them needed a code. Also I couldn’t finalize enrollment period because the enrollment period had closed.

After making several calls and emails this morning they were able to open them back up and get me the codes. Thank god thank go thank god. Okay I think I’m gonna drink another Mike’s Hard Lemonade and just try to catch my breath again. thank god i am back on track because if I couldn’t graduate in December I probably would have spontaneously combusted. I am ready to be done with college and I am done with all this shit. Oh thank god.

'Agents of Shield' gag reel [x]



Okay I’m home for weekend and to refresh my spirit.
I’m gonna call the advisor in the morning and hope they can fix it.
Okay I’ve had a Mike’s Hard Lemonade and some ice cream. Chilling with Papa and Phoenix.

I’m just so tired and pissed and sad I just don’t know what to do.
The university fucked up and as a result all my classes were dropped and I can’t get a couple of them back and now it looks like I won’t be able to graduate I’m December and I just can’t anymore.




Favorite Muggleborns headcanons (1/?)

"What is that mysterious clicking noise…?"

Seriously though, not only are these points brilliant but we definitely need a Ctrl+F spell or device for books and stuff =)

having caught up with Graceland finally I want to watch something else now but the problem is all the things i’m in the middle of right now have a lot of pain ahead of me and i don’t need that right now.

Graceland literally just shoved all my hopes and dreams down the garbage disposal and then lit it on fire. i now have a bad taste in my mouth and unwillingness to engage in pain like that so soon.

the problem is i think that rules everything i’m wanting to start out. Shows I’m considering watching/catching up on:

Vikings, Being Human (UK), Merlin, Orphan Black or the 100.

given my current state, are any of these a good idea or do you have a recommendation for me?

Sebastian Stan photographed by Carter Smith for GQ 

i think one of the worst things about having low self esteem and high expectations for yourself is that when you screw up or someone makes you feel like you’ve screwed up that’s all you can think about.

Suddenly it gets hard to swallow or breathe because disappointment in you from yourself and others gets caught in your throat. And you’re trying to move forward away from the screw up but you’re being weighed down and your head is dizzy like you’re in a fog and you can’t breathe.

And all you can think is: “I’m such a failure, I’m such a failure, I’m such a failure.” which will keep you from getting past it and proving that thought wrong.

Finally caught up on Graceland and now I wish I hadn’t. I am so disappointed and pissed off right now.

Direwolves or Dragons? (x)


Seeing Double?

Emily Kinney + Norman Reedus
@ SDCC Day 1 - July 25 2014

Oliver and Felicity in the  Season 3 First-Look